Hi, my name is Amber.

I've been wrestling with myself for years about starting a blog. Basically, I feel like it would be a waste of time because tomorrow I will feel differently and delete everything. I've had to make myself a promise: not to delete anything no matter what. I'm going to share myself with everyone and Noone because I have to. My husband is my closest friend. I have more but not very close. Even if we were closer, I'm afraid I feel like a bother when I need someone to talk to. I don't really have Anyone like that. I understand the importance of venting frustrations. I used to keep a journal. I can barely see through tears tonight.